The Struggle Is Real…and Welcome
I don’t want anyone who watches me to think that I have it easy.
That my weight loss and love for taking care of myself comes naturally.
It certainly has not always been so. I am by nature a very self-indulgent person. I spent years of eating what I wanted, running just because I wanted to, and making choices that were not always healthy for me because I felt like it.
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I had no idea what an extra 15 lbs would mean for me. For most of my life I have been naturally thin. I gained a lot of weight in college, but then I lost it. And when I started gaining weight a couple of years ago, it floored me! I wanted to eat my Big Mac and fries. My chicken biscuit, and my cupcakes. I wanted them! But I was miserable.
My clothes didn’t fit. I was tired. I was so miserable with how I looked, and I knew that something had to change.
As odd as it may sound, today I am THANKFUL for that extra 15 lbs. I am grateful I was forced to make changes. I am grateful that even today, I struggle with keeping the weight off.
It may not appear that way, but I have to work extremely hard to remain at a healthy weight.
Why am I thankful? For many reasons!
1. I am forced to make healthy choices, which directly has impacted my overall health. If I was still living the way I did before, I would be on cholesterol meds.
2. My hormones and PMDD are under control!!! I can live month to month without dreading my PMS and emotional outbursts that my family suffered from.
3. I am setting a positive and healthy example for my family. Childhood obesity and diabetes are on the rise, and I know that if I still ate the way I did before, then my family would as well. But now they make healthy choices as I do. They love to move and be active, and I am able to keep up with them.
4. I get to share my struggles with other women who don’t see an answer or a way to deal with their weight or image issues. I can share my story, encourage and offer solutions that may not have presented themselves otherwise.
5. All of these struggles have led me to a place of reliance on God and acceptance of who I am as His child!
6. It has led me to this incredible group of coaches I call my team!
7. I have almost MATCHED my monthly income as a college instructor through this part time gig!!! This little side hobby that people laughed at in the beginning!
One of the reasons I chose to give coaching a try is because I knew I would struggle.
To remain consistent.
To keep the weight off.
To NOT go back to my old ways.
To fight self-indulgence.
I almost didn’t coach, because I felt like I lacked the self esteem to do so. But thank God I have learned to place my self worth in more than my outward appearance!!
I shared this on my social media last night.
I will never be a size 2. (Side note, did you know that by US standards, I am considered “plus” size??? Yep!!!) And I am ok with all of that!!! I love my body more today after two children, lots more cellulite, and at age 35.5 than I ever have!
God has used this community of coaching and encouraging others to teach me that I am PERFECT just the way I am!
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